tired of being nice (vecchi appunti fb)

tekijä: Stupenda Grace päivä: 18. maaliskuuta 2010 kello 2:38

There are holes in the heart and mere scratches on the ego. Knowing the difference between the two is a sign of wisdom. Admitting the difference between the two would make a lot of sense sometimes. On more than a phylosophical level I suppose.

There are bonds that shine so bright it throws a dark shadow all around over the faces of those who were never really there when you needed them the most. Hands that never picked up the phone to give you a call when you were falling apart. Ears, that only listened when they needed a juicy piece of gossip to walk around town. Mouths, that only spoke to get praise in return.

I don't have nearly as many friends as I would like to believe -no, and neither do you my friend. So why don't we cut the crap and turn the lights off on this fucking maskerade?

Some relationships are just plain hurtful and all they have to offer is disappointment, lookwarm engagements, jealousy, crap. Why the hell do we hang on to people who'd be better off if they saw us miserable, ill, ugly, stupid, and unhappy?

"Things we won't do for love..."

Some like winning arguments, others like winning friends. Guess which ones get to share my victories. Some have everything and they feel like they got nothing, others have nothing and they feel like they got everything. Guess which ones get to sit at my table.

The armor gets thicker and thicker by the hour, as the inside grows softer, sweeter, and more precious. Reserved to the wise and lucky few who had the courage to dive deeper than the surface.

Speaking my mind will get me into trouble some day.
Learning to express feelings is exhausting.